Russia’s evolving rolein global affairs, especially in relation to Europe and the world’s democratic societies, demands critical reflection. My views on this nation have shifted dramatically, influenced by recent events and a reassessment of long-held beliefs.

Reconsidering Russian Identity and Achievements

For years, I saw Russia as apeculiar nation: rugged, at times unpredictable, yet undeniably proud and internally stable. This perception drew on admiration for Russia’s numerous technological breakthroughs and its unique, almost steampunk-like, trajectory of development. While this path hasn’t always aligned with mainstream global standards, it did yield results that were often effective and innovative.

The Shift in Perspective

Over the past month, I have experienced a profound sense of dismay as I reflect on the ways I idealized Russia and its people. Now, midlife, I find myself deeply disillusioned, harboring a strong aversion toward Russian actions and cultural influences. While I recognize that this hatred may cost me the appreciation of many positive aspects, the sense of moral clarity it provides feels overpowering.

Russia does not belong in Europe and the civilized world—the kind of world I want to live in.

Conclusion: The Question of Belonging

As the world grapples with ongoing conflicts and shifting alliances, the debate over Russia’s place in the European and global order remains critical. Thefuture of international unityand thevalues of the civilized worlddepend on continued scrutiny and honest discussion of the actions and ideals nations represent.